The End of the World...
 HE END OF THE WORLD, when it comes, will be beautiful. It will be timed - delayed by a couple of hours, even - to coincide with sundown over the western seaboard, where the sun writes "Goodnight" in shadows wreathing Ronald Reagan's tomb.
 HE END OF THE WORLD, when it comes, will be beautiful. It will be timed - delayed by a couple of hours, even - to coincide with sundown over the western seaboard, where the sun writes "Goodnight" in shadows wreathing Ronald Reagan's tomb.Tonight I watched a rocket streak across the ocean skies: carrying a secret satellite to space, for once, where usually a dummy warhead catapults towards the Marshall Islands, condemned to not be hit by all-important Missile Defense. This is the fourth I've seen, all launched from Vandenberg AFB some ways up the coast. All of them at sundown; all of them astonishingly beautiful.
The first was on the road to Vegas - I was driving, the family snoozing - and I could only snatch an over-shoulder glimpse of now-and-then. I did not know what I was seeing, and wrongly supposed it an aircraft breaking the sound barrier. The second, summer after 9/11, I was driving home from work, west along the 101, heading into sunset. An apparition in my windshield, looked at first a jet plane heading towards me, into LAX, a bright spot-light, trailing a heavy, curiously curling contrail. The tail so bright, reflecting and refracting the last rays of the sun. Then it exploded, in a silent Puh!, an airborne sphere of water - a bubble - that just grew and grew and grew as though blown by cracked-cheeked Western Wind. A huge ball of waterdrops, wide as the view. And with it, too, the burning bright-white nipple of light. A moment of panic - what terror is this? - and then a second burst, further away and higher, then slowly-dawning realization what it was. A missile; an I.C.B.M; casting off its rocket stages. The light winks out, a parcel of lead, a dummy, is slung along its way to freefall somewhere east of Chile. All that remains to the eye is its tail, and that for a further hour.
Beautiful.
The end of the world, when it comes, will be beautiful. A hundred, a thousand, a sky filled with silent streaks and expanding spheres of steam, and torches winking out.
 
 



3 Comments:
Hmm. Beautiful, if not exactly welcome. More than a little "Revelation of St-John-The-Divine" happening there - a book which, once I read it in early adolescence, pretty much put the eternal imprint on my every nightmare.
Oh, me too: revelation in high school, especially since at that time I was realizing I had no faith. Then later Dante, which I could not finish it was so scary.
Eventually I realized, though, that in both cases they were written by men, men who had clearly allowed their imaginations to run rampant. Better that, I say, that putting their imaginations to work in making the EotW a reality.
It may be beautiful, but I think I can stand not being there for the last and final roman candle...
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